dust-n-tedium

there's a lack of connection between us. Seriously. It's all one sided. I give and give and give. But we still don't connect. I don't know what it is that's blocking us, but it must be the size of a mountain. I can't seem to get around it, or over it. I'd love to climb to the peak of it and scream at the top of my lungs hoping that you could finally hear what i've been saying for oh so long. The message has never changed. It's always been one of honesty and truth and strength, but it falls on deaf ears every single time. I'm lucky to know you're there. Lucky to occasionally send a message. Even more lucky when i get one back... but that tacti